Lifestyle
My Husband Couldn’t Touch Me Without Watching Porn, It Almost Destroyed Our Marriage
People think marriage breaks because of infidelity.
But let me tell you: sometimes, what destroys a woman is feeling like she’s not enough… in her own husband’s eyes.
I noticed it slowly.
At first, we’d be in bed and he’d say, “Let’s watch something first, to get in the mood.”
I thought it was playful, until it became routine.
Then a requirement.
No porn = no intimacy.
He couldn’t perform without it.
And when he did, it wasn’t even about me.
He’d watch those women on screen and turn into a stranger, rough, fast, mechanical. No eye contact. No affection. I felt like I was just… a body.
Afterwards, he’d roll over and scroll his phone. No cuddle. No kiss. No talk.
I started blaming myself.
Maybe I wasn’t sexy enough.
Maybe I’d let myself go.
I tried everything, lingerie, new perfumes, different hairstyles.
Nothing worked.
He just… wasn’t into me anymore. Only into that world.
I cried in silence.
I stopped initiating.
I began to sleep facing the wall.
Then came the real pain. To read more click here.
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